BEING HONEST

I've never made a decision for me. 

It was always easier, to just let things be.
I never thought you could love me, because I wasn't your type. 

So I convinced myself that friendship is what you'd liked. 

I ignored my feelings because that's what I do                                
Easier to believe loss than living could be true.
      
I saw a movie that left me teary-eyed.
Because it was then I saw my life realized.
I decided you should know how I feel,
And take a chance believing that this love could be real          

So tell me I'm not alone and not out of my mind,                              
Since I'm finally being honest, for the very first time.