HEALING

WE ARE HURTING
The pain is so real and so great
You won't see it, so you can't understand
You can't feel it so you can't comprehend
You say let it go, BUT on your words we can't depend

WE ARE ANGRY
The anger is so riveting that violence is hovering my heart
We let you lie, steal and cheat on us and did nothing
We rolled over and let you do with us whatever you wanted
We were non participants in your sexual indulgence

WE ARE HEALING
The letting go is the hardest part
Wanting my payback,  revenge, is just a way to start
I can't get better until I let go and let God
I can't have peace while keeping up the facade

I SWEAR YOU ARE THERE!

SAVE ME LORD, BEFORE I SNAP
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS WORLD’S CRAP
SATAN’S SCHEMES AND EMPTY DREAMS
TAKING MY JOY AND MY PEACE

I DON’T SEE YOU, AND I CAN’T FEEL YOU
BUT I SWEAR THAT YOU ARE THERE
I’M DESPERATE FOR YOUR TOUCH
I NEED YOU SO MUCH
JUST TO INHALE THE AIR

SAVE ME LORD, FROM MY BROKEN HEART
LONELY AND FULL OF TEARS
WASTING TIME, NO BOUNDARY LINES
JUST A GIRL LIVING HER LIFE IN FEAR
TAKE MY HAND, AND I’LL QUICKLY STAND
ON JESUS THE SON OF MAN

I DON’T SEE YOU, AND I CAN’T FEEL YOU
BUT I SWEAR THAT YOU ARE THERE
I’M DESPERATE FOR YOUR TOUCH
I NEED YOU SO MUCH
JUST TO INHALE THE AIR


SAVE ME LORD, FROM EVIL SNARES
I NEED YOUR WORD WHICH IS TRUE
INSTEAD OF MAN’S LOVE I SOUGHT WITH MYOPIC THOUGHTS
HELP ME DIGEST THE WORD
SO THAT MY MIND IS NOURISHED WITH YOU

I DON’T SEE YOU, AND I CAN’T FEEL YOU
BUT I SWEAR THAT YOU ARE THERE
I’M DESPERATE FOR YOUR TOUCH
I NEED YOU SO MUCH
JUST TO INHALE THE AIR

SAVE ME LORD, CLEANSE MY MIND
CHANGE ALL OF MY WRONG WAYS
YOU KNOW BEGINNING AND MY END
ONLY YOU CAN NUMBER MY DAYS

I DON’T SEE YOU, AND I CAN’T FEEL YOU
BUT I SWEAR THAT YOU ARE THERE
I’M DESPERATE FOR YOUR TOUCH
I NEED YOU SO MUCH
JUST TO INHALE THE AIR

SAVE ME LORD, I’M STANDING HERE
WAITING JUST FOR YOU
I GIVE MYSELF AND REPENT
PLEASE MAKE ME A NEW

DREAMAKERS

I am a DreaMaker
I think on what could be
How should we
What can I see

I am a DreaMaker
Searching for the possibility
Believing all ideas have validity
Finding Life in Solidarity


I am a DreaMaker
Full of optimism
Using every brain schism
To prove dreaming is realism

I am a DreaMaker
Always ready to dream
Always ready to love
Always ready to Create

I am a DreaMaker
Doing it my way!

WHOM AM I?

Who am I
Someone who has a heart to give, love and control
A free spirited soul who has a God like complex truth be told
Striving to look inward only to look out
Missing my sins that putrid fungi which manifest like gout

The bible says, “Do not be deceived” even in your own eyes
Be obedient and humble than a fool who thinks he’s wise
I have hurt many people with disappointment and words
“Never was intentional”; but to the one that’s hurting, these words are absurd
Jesus commands us to love one another not carry ourselves pernicious
If I have offended you, I ask for your forgiveness

I am a Christian who loves God and to Him I confide
A follower of Jesus Christ, obeying the Holy Spirit’s guide
When I get distracted, I lose focus and lose my way
Thank you God for loving me enough to rebuke me when I say
Things that hurt belittle and yes unknowingly offend
My sins you have forgiven from the east to the west end

I share this with you, because God’s word is true
So I repent to the Lord, and as requested Lord I am coming to you
God says, if you love Me you’ll follow my commands
I will continue to seek Your face for everything I touch with my hands
My mouth, my ears and even my brown eyes
I seek You first, so that I may be caught up in the skies

Seeking Your righteousness in all that I do
I promise to LOVE Your people as I say I Love You

Are You Ready?

This World is sighing, lying and dying,
According to the Bible, this is too be expected!
Where is your time spent, your money lent, your testimonial footprint;
Is it on selfish things, worldly means, or has the Holy Spirit been neglected?
If what Jesus said is true, and I believe that it is,
He's coming back for His “church”, is that you are you His?
What have you done, what souls have you won, or have you even begun?
The time is now to know God’s plan, rightly divide His word and understand;
Your mission, your position and who’s your opposition, so that you can stand.
Don’t get left behind, seeking but cannot find, Jesus when He takes His Church home
Because of your lack of knowledge, even though you went to college but have no understanding of God.
And for the teens, who sit in between the babies and grownups, mad and confused
Don’t think you are exempt from all of Satan’s imps who were assigned to abuse!
As a result you become wise in your own eyes, believing your “feelings”, which tell you lies,
God had me say, to all today;
RUN, RACE, and Remember what His word says!
Listen, Learn and Love Jesus!
Hunt, Hear, and Honor the counsel of the Holy Spirit!
Are you ready?

I'm Blessed!

I'm Blessed! A walking testimony
Made to feel like I'm God's one and only

I'm Blessed! Moving in the dark unable to see my way
Not knowing where I'm going, but allowing God to have the final say

I'm Blessed! Releasing all my doubts and all my fears
Believing and trust God to make me the head and not the rear

I'm Blessed! Enduring the calm in the storm
Which is opposite of what should be the norm

I'm Blessed! That I'm learning who I am in Christ
Knowing I'm worth every bit of the sacrafice

I'm Blessed! To know that God wants me to fill my cup
Which means not allowing myself to get used up

I'm Blessed! And I don't have to accept man's guilt fear or shame
Just abide in Him and He will abide in me, all else is lame

I'm Blessed! I can walk in Liberty because Jesus is my guide
As I love His people, obey his word and and pay my blessed tithes

I'm Blessed, I'm Blessed I'm Blessed! Hallelujah and forget about the rest!

FRIENDSHIP COLLEGE - Dedicated to my son's friend Desean M.

I'd like to drop you some knowledge
Around what I call friendship college
Where friends thrive on hard work and truth
Instead of foolish tyrants by youth
Where a real friend who claims he believes in Jesus
knows just how to lead us
A friend would say, hey bruh - you do the crime, then do the time
Not I'll write a verse to that explicit rhyme
That calls young girls bitches
and hides pain with stitches
A real friend guides and leads you to elevation
To higher heights, not the dark but light not death and desolation
Let's go to the Friendship Library where real lyricist dwell
Talking about life's possibilities instead of embracing hell
I wrote this just for you Desean a young man with lots of potential
Learn to be a good friend, and know that a positive influence is most essential.

My Slice of Happiness Sensory

Oh how I’ve longed for this moment.
To see your face, to hear your voice, feel you.
I often wondered what it would be like,
To happen upon your presence once more.
HA! I’m so glad I didn’t lose my mind,
Forget everything, and everyone
And run to you with all my might,
Gripping you, kissing your face and holding on for dear life!
At least that what I thought would happen.
So glad, that God shielded me, protected me
Separated us through a computer screen,
You a stranger at first sight
With only a glimmer of familiarity that I could write
Now when I think of you it will be as a great memory
My endless slice of Happiness Sensory