The Job Is Not My Source

I use to run things around here
My words were strong and my money was long
but then one day, I heard them say
Friday is you last day, and I said what???......
and 5 months later I ask myself what awaits my future....
It's crazy, I should be scared, I should be sad, but for whatever reason I can't even get mad
All I can do is say God, what do you want me to do, i'll hang tight and just trust you